As much as I am tired, I will do this; not because I have to…No…No… But because I love to.
I shall continue from where I left (my previous post);
Physically
I once upon a time weighed 50kg. Well that was way back in highschool when schoolwork and all the stress that comes with being in a girls boarding school took a toll on me. Fastfoward > > > > to 1 and a half years later…just before joining campus, I was 57kgs.
Now this is where I begin with the ‘T.M.I’. Even before I knew who Kim Kadarshian was, I had always wanted her kind of body..you know…curves in all the right places.. C’mon ladies, you know how it feels..am sure some of you do. π
My bust, I was okay with, my hips…eerrr…could be better. Waist…perfect..atleast for me. And so I set out on a quest to gain some weight so that it would all somehow fill up my hips a bit. Haha. Shock on me!! I wound up getn bigger everywhere…and it all almost got out of control because am a ‘comfort eater’ too.. ;(
Today, though, 64kgs later, I have learnt to embrace my new body. I absolutely love my hips, my shape generally. π BUT these love handles have got to go!!!! I guess one cant have it all, huh?? Well atleast I tried. :p
So am currently working on my tummy/waist….doing aerobics from dvds that I alternate every thrice a week. They include; Zumba sculpt and tone, Hip Hip abs, Turbo Jam. π
Hopefully, I will be back at 60 when I open school in September and perhaps by next year a time like this, my 57 wont be so bad..I kinda miss that size.
Its not all regrets and tears though.Because the good news is, its now 3 years since I had that drastic weight gain and I have managed to maintain between 61-64. Thanks to Zumba!! :D)))
And so that is how I have managed to pull off 45 days of ‘happy’….am still counting though. No plans to give up, No.Β Oh! Wow!! I just realized something!! I am past 21 days so this makes my ‘happiness’ a habit!! Tihihiii* (yeah, that was my attempt to be funny) Pass? Fail? Eeeerrr.::-| Good. Keep it to yourself. *chuckles heartily* π
I had originally planned to share something on ‘inner peace’ that I came across today morning.. (Its now 9:51pm btw…if you guess my country, where am writing from, I’ll let you in on a little secret of mine) hehe.
So while trying to start that post, I wound up writing about happiness instead. So watch out for that ‘inner peace’ post too. Am sure you will really love it. π
As much as I dont want to and I hate to, I’ll have to do this; finally conclude “my journey to a happer me”. Still so much I have left out coz otherwise this might wind up being a very long and maybe to some, even boring book! ;p With waaay too many unnecessary details.
Oh…..btw. I still remember I have to finish the ‘when I was 5’ post. Y’all grab yourselves some coffee or whatever delights you, coz it will be one long read! π
Goodnight all heading to bed now…#ahem# my country…the secret… Haha. L8z!! π
Stay happy,
Love.
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